'Only Strong Women Cry'

Going to sleep at night, I do what I can to leave all the things life can a will stress you about, at the Throne of Our Creator Most High! Leaving the only thoughts in my mind for creative purposes. They say only Strong Women cry. When truth of the matter, before those women could even acknowledge themselves as strong, they first had to confront their own weaknesses. The things that produce the tears from a woman’s eyes only come forth during her moments of weakness! She battles with herself on three different levels in order to gain such a Victory! Due to how she looks at the end of anything that begins in a mess, already speaks on her level of strength or weakness!

Only Strong Women Cry! She wrote after that…

Freeing her heart from all of life's trials and tribulations! No matter the battle she kept The Most High God in close relation. During days she didn’t have it in her to hit her knees and pray. She laid in the bed in Fetal position as her moans and groans spoke what she had to say. Not really knowing where she’d find the strength to get up and begin her days! Knowing her routine would be, to enter her bathroom and stare into the mirror at her face. She didn’t know that she was staring her fears directly in the eyes. Innerstanding how she was her own enemy didn’t come as a surprise. Seeking out her own strengths were the one thing she had yet to realize.

Finally acknowledging that she has boundaries and limits. No longer placing herself in the position to give all of herself, to those that don’t know or even care to innerstand her worth and value. She views herself as a Phoenix that evolves until she burst into flames devouring her own being, til all that is left is her!